Am i a wuss?

I hate confrontation. With ANYONE. It makes my skin crawl.
I have been plagued by this jehovah witness lady for months now. No matter what I tell her, she just keeps coming back. Today i hang up a sign that says no soliciting. (I looked it up before I did it, and their own website said it put a sign out there) She knocks ANYWAY, and then has the balls to ask me if it was MEANT FOR HER. I of course freaking am like We've had a lot of people stopping by to offer to help us change religions and buy stuff. And then we proceed to have this conversation in which she is trying to tell me that ANIMAL souls will be raised at the resurection, just like human souls. And that if you are good, you will go to Heaven, of course I can't let that one slide, so I tell her that there's only one way to get to heaven, and that is through Jesus, by accepting Him as your Lord and Savior, and getting his forgivness...

Anyway, I've had a horrid morning, so this was just the topper,.. still true to my freaking wussbag self, I couldn't say Yes, so please quit stopping by.
Nice one, Re. Nice.

I don't know why I bother...

*L* Heck I hit enter and it posted this...
As I was saying... I don't know why I bother saying I'm going to post more, I apparently jinx myself by saying that. Part of the problem is I get into a rut, and I can't imagine that ya'll wanna hear about another boring adventure in the life of me.*L*

Not much to recap for ya either... poured candles yesterday, fought with the kid over bedtime. Didn't have time to knit, even during big brother (I was running on the gazelle during that) and the last few dys have been more of the same.*L*
Yeefreakinghaw! We are exciting.

This weekend plans: Sat. there's a family picnic on my dad's side. I don't think I'm going and at least of the reasons: Brad has to work. The other reasons are more inportant. And I can't seem to get past my bitterness towards things there.
Sun. family picnic on my mom's side. AJ & I are going to that. We have to work around Brad's schedule, so I'll have to play the whole running back and forth taking him to work and stuff so we can have the car... but it'll be good! I can do this. I don't know why I have panic attacks about these things. It's family. These people have seen me at my worst, they don't have high expectations from me, so i don't know why I feel like running away.

There are things going on with B's family that are ugly. I wish I could explain it. But I fear they will find me here. (I like having my own semi-private haven)

I get so angry...

But after typing it out, I erased it... just in case. I'm so paranoid lately about things not being completely private. I'm scared in a google search or anything that some of the people I'm upset about might find me... My blog has always just been my blog, the only thing I have for me... I don't share the address with many people... Anyway. I don't know what to do about the situation, so I've decided I'm going to avoid it for now. Discuss it with B, and go from there. *L*

:)

Vacation Pictures

Photobucket Album

maybe?

does this work?

My pictures

We're back!:)

Okay so we've been back for about a wee, but as usual I'm a crappy blogger...

Our mini vacation was not so great... we did get to see the zoo, and there was some pretty pics to be taken on our trip...
On Brad's vacations from both jobs, we went to the museum on Monday,Tuesday and most of wednesday in tulsa, did our "thang" there, came home late wednesday night, went to Pioneer Village on thursday, then spent Friday exploring.... took some good pictures the whole time. :) I'll have to see if i can find an easy way to share them with ya'll...:)

Let's see... nothing too dreadfully exciting has been happening... I don't know if I mentioned the fact that we are now without living room furniture? Yeah. So it's hard to get into my knitting sitting at the table, and I haven't found a good spot anywhere else to get it done, so my project is on hold for now... I do find a few minutes to work on it now and again... but not as often as I should. and not often enough that it will still be a tank top for aly...*L* it's going to be a sweater now I guess...;) I need to tackle DPNs then though... and I bought some a few months back, but I am not grasping it. I don't have issues with circulars... just the dpns... if I could find time to wrap my brain around the magic loop idea, then maybe.... just maybe...

Anyway, I'm off to enjoy some tea and british comedies...:) Love ya'll!