Surgery is set

I have surgery on the 31st, and will spend 3-4 days in the hospital. Since it is so big I can't have just the normal sized incision it will have to be a lap something or other where they make a large incision... My uterus wall is still very thick even wth all the bleeding I do, so they are going to take a sample of it, and also do a d&C at the same time. He doesn't think any of it is cancer, so that's what we are praying for. Then.... All of this... is. not. the. cause. of. my. heavy. periods. I'm not ovulating, and that is a problem we will deal with AFTER everything else. And how we deal with that will depend on what Brad and i decide for our future with kids. Now that's a mouthful to digest, and I doubt I will be back on for awhile until this is done, So I hope you all have a great couple weeks!

Well....

Talked to my dr today, had my ct scan on thursday but she was out of town... so as of today.... I am being referred to someone else because of this. I have a cyst, 30cm x 30 cm which is about the size of a volley ball, she said, and then I have a smaller one on my ovary. they still aren't sure where this one is coming from. reassuring isn't it? but they are pretty sure that it isn't cancer, thank you sweet jesus. but i will be having sugery some time... i go see an ob/gyn specialist tomorrow afternoon, and then from there maybe we will know more? I am scared freaking spitless.... anyway, that's my update! Go Me.

Update again....

Went for my ultrasound on Monday, got the results today.... My overies and uterus look fine, but I have a very large cyst (28 cm is what the radiologist and my dr. said) that isn't attatched to anything, they aren't really sure it's a cyst, they aren't sure what it is. I have to go to the office tomorrow morning to get the stuff I need to drink, and any other information, and then I have a CT Scan on Thursday morning. I'm very very scared and have been crying off and on since I talked to the dr... there' more info, but I am going to go be with my family, I just wantd to thank you all for your prayers and let you know what was going on... I'll update again after we find out more info...

Update

Sorry... I've been a little too depressed to update...
Dr News: She's really nice, She's new to our area and office... it was weird for me... the only one who has ever done my pap was dr. H... he's been our family dr for... forever...*L*
We did the Pap, I opted out of the breast exam, one uncomfortable experience was enough for the day. They did a bunch of tests, and took blood. My thyriod and pap wll be back this coming week and we'll know more, everything else was great, normal blood pressure, my sugar levels are good, everything was good... I'm healthy, I do need to take some iron supplements, but she said considering all the bleeding I do, my levels on that are pretty good too. Now onto the depressing news... Se's not really sure what's going on with me. I go in first thing Monday morning to have a pelvic ultrasound, and she said they were mainly going to check for fibroids, and if that's the case, we'll discuss the options later on... so basically this weekend it's a waiting game... and doing the same thing Ive been doing, waiting out the bleeding so can try to have a somewhat normal life...

I found out on Wednesday that one of my suppliers discontinued several of my best sellers, so now I have some unhappy customers, and I'm on the search for a few that will be comparable replacements... not so happy...

But onto better news: Miss A is really getting a hang of reading... I'm so proud of her! She's just jumped into it...
We're working on math basics too... overal she's doing good!:)

Need Prayers....

First: For the family of a family friend who passed away a day or so ago from massive heart failure. she was a sweet woman who will be missed.

Second: Selfish prayers for me... I am going to the dr in the morning for things I have put off for a long time because I am scared... and the only reason I am going now is I'm really really worried about things that have been happening...


Thank you all!

geez....

it takes me forever to decide to post... I don't know why....*L* I just gotta work up to a post.... maybe it's because life is generally pretty boring here...

my cousin finally had her baby, it was a little girl, she's a doll, they stopped by to visit the day she got out of the hospital, then we've been out to see them and stuff(they live about 45 minutes from here) This cousin was one of my best friends, we did everything together, we keep in touch mainly by texting, which is more than I do with anyone else....*L*
I'm working on getting a few things done.... I'm going to be reopening the graphics back up... but on my terms...:)
I'm going to be looking for wholesale clients for IL....
I ended up ripping out cozy, I needed to work on an afghan for the living room more....*L* So I am still trying to find the right pattern for that...

I have 2 more dvds to work on, one for my parents of all us kids(gathering pictures for a family of 11(that includes brad and aly) isn't easy) then brad and I want one of just us.... so, we're working on that.... or rather I am... again... he;s such a help...*L:*

Let's see....
Accomplished today:
Cleaned the living room, and b & i's room
Dishes
Folded Laundry
made lunch for brad
got supper started : pork chops and stuffing w/ mashed potatoes in cream of soup
made dessert

why does your day seem so busy until ya write it down, and then it looks sad?*L*